i haven't completely left my blog. no sirree. no sir. no way. no how.
in fact, i did blog just a coupla days ago -- and it was a good one, i tell you -- but the blogging function between flickr and blogger was acting all "i love you no i don't" and so it just seemed as if my blog post posted, but it didn't. darn it all.
liesi realize there are lies we tell ourselves that might once have been true, but have faded into only a script we think that is true for ourselves.
for instance, i like to think that i am a great cusser. cuz i love to cuss and i love cuss words.
only, it seems, not so much, really. i can't remember the last time a teeny tiny little "shit" even escaped my lips, much less any derivitive of the mighty-f-word. in fact, just this morning i said "gosh" with all sincerity and yesterday i said "darn it!" more than once.
sigh. i'm so losing my verbal edge. or was it cerration?
it's falltoday i was walking back to my house from the train station and i felt it from the wind. fall. it looks warm but the breeze has dipped just a bit and the days have a new nippy aftertaste. you might not notice it when you first leave the house, sleeveless and jacketless, but within minutes you can feel it -- the little nagging doubt of, "wait... am i chilly?"
yes, dear, you are and it the world doesn't wait for september 22 to turn down its global thermometer.
great datei had a great date last night. a great date that is worthy of its own post and its own blog entry, so maybe i will go do a couple of things and come back and write about it. but first i'll give you the teaser: birthday present; hollywood bowl; wine; picnic; music; fabulous.
more later, gators.