a couple or more totally unrelated thoughts

thought one. thank god for dan who feeds me dinner. tonight it is pork tenderloin. i love him.

thought two. yesterday my mom and i drove out to cambria. on the way home (such a beautiful drive) we talked about people... how some people are so open and some people so prickly. maybe people with "thick shells" have little backbone. they don't have the courage to be themselves... or are afraid of ... something. so they have hard edges or protective armor. i'm a leetle bit that way. (what? some of you are thinking "leetle" with raised eyebrows?) so my theory is: to be wide open = strong spine. but without the strong spine, tough shell. (you gotta have something to keep you up).

i'm sure i could have thought that out better.

thought three. canadians pledging to marry americans are the new world heros.

thought four: lost frog. ohmigod i love this.

thought five: am i sick of pussyfooting around what i really want to do? when will i stop the bs and just do it?

thought six: rut-row, that was a toe back in the angsty river once again. out toe! stay out of the angsty river.

thought seven: however, if you know the answer to thought five, would you mind dropping me a line? shanks.