who let the cat out? who let the cat back in?

who let the cat out? who let the cat back in?, originally uploaded by emdot.

pussy-footing around

I'm stalling. I need to pack my things. I need to get on the road. I don't want to.

I've been in OC a full six days longer than I planned. What is with this hesitation. Of course I remind myself, I do this with all packing (see last March when I packed for my Hawaii trip just five or six hours before arriving at the airport), but this time it's more so. I don't want to go.

Life is so up in the air right now. So many options pile up like some kind of decision-making road block. I guess I just need to make a confident step forward.